Turning 1 is so much fun!!!!

Happy Birthday big guy! We love you sooo much!

We miss you baby girl

Today you would of turned 3, its hard for me to imagine having a toddler running around and hurts me so much that you are not with us today celebrating 3 years of life. The day you were born is still so clear, just like it was yesterday. You were perfect and had such a proud family. Your big brother was ecstatic to have you as a sister and misses you deeply. You came in our lives and out in the blink of an eye. There is no words that can express our feelings from loosing you. You are such a special angel to so many people and have changed so many lives.

You taught us to be forgiving, thankful, grateful, and understanding.

When you filled my days with smiles everyday, now you let someone Else's child fill his parents life with smiles everyday. You will never be forgotten.

I miss kissing, hugging, loving and taking care of my moo me.

God Bless you baby girl. Mommy wishes you were still here with us today. There is not a day that goes by that you are not thought of. I miss your smile, your touch, your scent and your sweet personality. Rest in peace my sweet daughter.

"The moment that you died, our hearts split in two. The one side filled with memories, the other died with you. We often lay awake at night when the world is fast asleep and take a walk down memory lane with tears upon our cheeks. Remembering you is easy, we do it everyday, but missing you is heartache that never goes away. We hold you tightly in our hearts and there you will remain. Life has gone on without you, but it will never be the same. Your resting place we visit and place flowers there with care, but no one knows the heartache when we turn and leave you there."

Halloween

Here is some pics of the boys from Halloween. I haven't had much to update because I am currently working as a temp. Lots of hours like 58 a week. And Im freakin exhausted. For a short update Nicholas is offically crawling and crusing along furniture. He is 22.2 pounds. He is off the bottle and on whole milk. He is getting to be a big boy. Still not to stable as he loves to pull his self up to the couch and walk along it he cant figure out how to get down. So he either screams until you get him down or just falls head first. Things has been a little crazy around our house since I started working. I will update more soon.

Almost 1!!!!

Nicholas' huge milestones.....

Im so excited for my baby boy. As most of you know Nicholas was born sick and had a bleed on his brain which cause some damaged and Nicholas has been extremely delayed in his motor skills. When Nicholas started therapy at 6 months he was barly able to hold his head up well and was not rolling. With therapy and a therapist that we love once a week Nicholas has made great progress. Now at almost 11 months he was doing the army crawl and rolling to where he needed to go. Well im happy to report now that he is more mobile. Not just the army crawl. Better watch out. Today While I was at work :( Brad caught on camera Nicholas propped up on all fours and rocked all by his self. He is will be crawling in no time. That is not all. That is just 1 of 3 milestones all today. The second is for the first time he pulled his self to a complete stand along the couch twice. Then he fell and he hit his head. Ouch!! And last but not least he went from laying to sitting alone. We are soo proud of him. I feel like he is growing up all a sudden.

update

Well blogger won't let me post pics right now, So I will just do a little updating. Since we moved I haven't updated or uploaded new pics. We are all settled in and love all the room we have, well compared to our other place.
On the JOB front, Brad is currently at a second interview at a printing company so we are really hoping that he gets the job. I got hired part time/seasonal at Sears. Should be starting upon my completed back ground check. But still looking for a full time job. Me and Brad are kinda of trying to work opposite shifts so we won't have to worry much about daycare. We'll see how that matches up.
Brandon adjusted well to his new school. He is such a good loving kid and makes friends easily. He is just having a little problem remembering his homework almost daily. He never had that problem at Whitehead so he is grounded until he starts to remember. Almost everyday we have to drive him back to the school for him to get his books. I am getting really frustrated with him. Nicholas had a check up. He weighs 21.9 oz and is 27.5 inches! 50% for weight and 10% for height. Nicholas caught a cold from all of us and ended up wheezing. So he went back on breathing treatments for a few days. His doctor thinks every time he gets sick he will probably have to have breathing treatments until he grows out of it. Nicholas has his 1st birthday coming up next month. I cant believe that I am going to have a 1 year old already. Time flew!! Therapy is going well. Still working on crawling and getting into the sitting position by his self. But none the less making progress every week. He does the army crawl right now and pulls his self everywhere. The last few days and started to see him try to tuck his knees underneath him so hopefully we are almost there.

Pumpkins Everywhere

Today we made our annual trip to the pumpkin patch and apple orchard. I was so excited because I thought I was going to get all these great pics of Nicholas 1st trip and it so did not turn out that way. Nicholas took a couple good pics then wanted nothing to do with the pumpkins, people, food, nothing! Where did my smiley baby go and what is wrong. Well after I done gave up on him he all of a sudden was full of smiles again. O'well maybe next year will be a better photo opportunity.





Here is Nicholas Mom your kiddin me look!

Brandon knows the deal by now, just smile and take the picture!

Nicholas will always give you smile when he has his Bro Bro.